[QUOTE="KrissyCakes09,   post: 8600, member: 0"]
I've had depression since I was like 12. (Thats when the abuse started)
I'm on meds and have been in and out of mental hospitals for attempts of killing myself. I've been in the State Hospital like 5 times.
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I'm sorry that you had to go through the abuse.
I've had depression since around 10.  I also take med, to stabilize my mood, so I don't get to down in my ways.  I've been to a couple hospitals to be monitored.  It was mainly because I made threats to harm myself.   So the police where kinda in a tough spot, but they determined that I had to go to the hospital for observation.