I realized I never hit the reply button,  sorry about that.
It's all good, man, no worries at all. I'm really sorry you're struggling right now. Life can be brutal sometimes, and I just want you to know you're not alone. Take all the time you need, and don't put too much pressure on yourself.
And yeah, it's great to hear that SWC is still thriving—it’s a testament to everything you've put into it.