My wife unfortunately deals with depression. She's been on a few different antidepressants since she was a teenager. She's currently taking Setraline, which I believe is just the generic Zoloft. This medicine has helped her more than the ones she used to take. I can't recall the names of the other ones, but I do remember one where she didn't feel anything and was numb. She hated that feeling, so she eventually stopped taking that medication. Do you take medication for your depression? Has it helped you?